Friday, May 27, 2011

Arc 5

I Gotta Be Me...........

It's rained, on and off - and pretty heavy at times - almost every day since I last met with Doyle. Kinda suited my mood, since I had a lot of stuff to sort out .First and foremost was the heightened alert level at DHS. As Doyle had explained it, since the Bin Laden kill every able-bodied field agent was being reassigned to proactive roles. Even the People Upstairs would be occupied. This meant that the "The Project" has sorta fallen between the cracks.

It didn't bother me that there would be no one watching my back since Jones and his crew would be off the table too. It didn't bother me that there would be no money coming in from that source, since I'd never touched any of it anyway. It didn't bother me that the test subject from Delaware was on the loose, since I didn't think he knew exactly who or where I was. What I kept coming back to was why had they let me keep the Flasher?
I've come to the conclusion that Smith wants me to continue. I'm also pretty sure that they'll bail me out of any trouble I may get into - legally speaking - because they wouldn't want the Flasher to become known. At least I hope so.

Two days ago, the weather changed. The sun came on strong and the temperatures soared. That can certainly improve one's mood.

I was up early this morning, so I took a ride to the Barnes & Noble store by the Menlo Park Mall and got there just after they opened. I was looking for something specific, and I always start on the 2nd floor. I used one of their terminals to find the section I would need, and then headed down towards the back of the store. I glanced down one of the rows and noticed this older man sitting in one of the chairs by the windows.



Now, I had been to this store Wednesday - just killing time - and seen this guy in the same chair, probably wearing the same clothes, eating the same breakfast, and reading the same book. This is something that - I have to admit - ticks me off. If you want to sit around and read a book without buying it, go to a library. That book he's so callously dropping crumbs in (and probably drippings from his Dunkin' Donut Iced Coffee) will probably wind up back on the shelf for some unsuspecting shopper. Man..I hate that.

I moved into the next row of books - part of the Science Fiction section, and browsed my way towards the window. I had the Flasher in my right hand. I don't usually use that hand, but it was better logistically and my body should block most of the flash from being seen.




I looked around a bit but. like I'd said, it was early so the store wasn't crowded.

I got to the end of the row, then...

point, press, Flash.

He slumped a little as I turned around, exited the row, and walked down to where the book I was looking for would be located. I found it alright, but no longer had any interest in it. From that section, I could see most of the window-side. No one  seemed to take any notice of the old man. I went down to the first floor, exited through the side door, and entered the mall itself. I walked up and down the length of it, taking my time, then went back to Barnes & Noble.

No cell phone confirmation, but also no activity, no emergency service vehicles, no police. I browsed around a little on the first floor, checking out the sale books, and left through the main entrance.

I drove down to Roosevelt Park, just a few blocks away off Parsonage Road, and pulled into the first parking lot I found. I lowered the windows, turned off the car, and just watched the people.



They were walking, jogging, riding bikes, or just sitting. Parents or grandparents watching the kids play. They were out on a sunny, warm, pre-summer morning doing just what they wanted to do.

Just like me.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Hiatus.....

Doyle called. We agreed to meet at the Woodbridge Veteran's Memorial, between the Main Library and the High School. It was early when I got there. The school lot had cars already, so I parked by the library and walked down the hill. It's peaceful there.




I sat on one of the benches, and waited for Doyle. It didn't take long. He came walking up from the school lot.

"Hiya, Denny? How're you doin'?" He was dressed in his best "Men in Black" suit, and he unbuttoned the jacket before he sat down next to me.
"About as well as a sociopath can, I guess."
"Ouch...Look..I deserve that. I didn't explain that too well. You gotta understand that it's a good thing. Everyone I know in this business - everyone good, that is - is a sociopath, in some degree. It's the only way we can do this work. You have to be able to detach."
"Really? You're telling me that you're a sociopath, too?" I smirked at him.
"Denny, I'm some kinda 'path. The shrinks just don't know quite how to classify me. And you, my friend, are a "neo-sociopath". You came to this anti-social attitude later in life, so you maintain control better."
"Gee..I feel so much better." But I'd actually accepted it. I was just giving Doyle a hard time.
He shook his head.

"Anyway, that's not why I asked you to meet me." He looked around. "This is a memorial to the veteran's from Woodbridge who died in wars going back to World War I. Did you know that?"
I didn't answer, since it was pretty obvious from the different memorials. He was leading up to something. I waited him out.

"We're at war, Denny. Have been since 9-11. And with the Bin Laden kill last week, it's only gonna get worse."
"Yeah, I guess so. We'll just have to be extra-vigilant for a while."
"No. Not for a while. For a long time. My people are on high alert, and that's where you come in."
"What? You want me to guard something? I'm not really trained for anything security-related, you know?"
He chuckled. "No. Thanks for the offer, though." He paused....
"Every field agent assignment in DHS is being re-evaluated. Every operation is being re-assessed. Since this operation never got out of the Project phase, it's gonna be scrubbed. Sorry, Denny."
My turn to pause.
"Wow..I guess I never thought that this could happen...I understand, though.." I took the Flasher out of my pocket, and held it out to him.

He pushed it back towards me.
"You don't really understand, kid. What I mean is that we have to pull the teams that trail you, and have been covering you 24/7. We'll also be shutting down the phone numbers you're familiar with. We can't justify them."
I was confused. He continued.
"We will still be monitoring the implant, since we can "hide" it among all the other field agents, but for all intents and purposes you'll be on your own."
"Really? What am I supposed to do now?"
"Mr. Smith still has faith in the Project, but it will really be up to you. You'll have no backup, and we still don't  know what Mr. Jones might do." He gestured towards the Flasher that I still held out in front of me. "Put that away. You might need it, and I wouldn't feel right leaving you without some way to protect yourself, though I have to remind you that it won't work against field agents. What you decide to do with it will be up to you."

I put the Flasher back in my pocket.
"What happens to you, Doyle?"
"I can't tell you, Denny. Even if I wanted to." He grinned. "You know, the "I'd have to kill you" joke."
 He took something out of his inside pocket. A business card. He gave it to me. It was for an attorney.
"If you have any questions in the future , call the number on this card. He's worked with us in the past, and he'll contact us, if necessary. If you get in any trouble because of the Flasher, definitely call him."
He stood up.
"that's all I can do for you now, Denny. I hate to leave things like this, but I don't have a choice."
He stuck out his hand. I shook it. He smiled, nodded, and turned away.

He said nothing as he walked back down the hill.

There was nothing left to say.